the state of me

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posted by Alissa @ 10:55 AM

I love a man who refills the ice trays.

MM came over yesterday. I think he stayed for seven hours. I no longer want to be MM's girlfriend. Not now, anyway. I do believe that someday, we could be a great couple, but right now we are in two different places. He is 22 and moving back to S-----. I am 28 and love Boston. I had such a great time with MM. He is so funny. He makes me laugh all the time. At one point my cheeks hurt because I had been smiling for so long. I love talking to him. I can talk to him for a hundred years. We got on the topic of having kids and he told me he can't get behind having a baby when there are so many babies in the world who don't have families. MM is the first person, not the first female or the first male, but the first person who told me he felt exactly how the way feel about children. I said "that's just how I feel!" I don't know if he believed how in agreement we are, but we are. I think, I really really think, we can be great friends. I think MM could successfully be the first platonic best male friend I have. Cross your fingers.

I'm going to miss MM.

posted by Alissa @ 11:37 PM